5.29.2005

wag ka matakot masaktan
ayus lang un,
masaktan ka
kasi dun mo lang malalaman na
may nararamdaman ka pa pala...
I HAVE TO HAVE YOU
dammit!!
I WANT YOU BACK...
laber,
hangkyut mo!
hangkyut kyut mo!!! xD
nanggigigili ako sau!!
hahaha!!!!!!!!!!
bat ganun
nung last ko kita sau, kakabeach nyo lang, tas tanned ka
ngaun, bat bumalik na agad kulay mo?!?!
haha!!
alam mo bang nakita ko dad mo sa aeroport nung papnta akong province,
akala ko nga kasama ka eh,
hinahanap kita! xD
syet...
crush kita!! xD
How long have I stood outside, looking back up at you, like an outcast from paradise?

An hour?

Ten minutes?

A second?

All night?

Little bits of glass still ride the wind. Cutting little snowflakes. I blink and wonder how many microscopic bits I am collecting in my eyes.

Can you see me? Did you know I could be bleeding, again?

Can't I… go back up there?

You said it was my choice. But you were the one who closed the door. You were the one who doesn't want this. Your weakness- it's my strength…

5.28.2005

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die layout die!!!
emfete!!>.<

OFT::
**vain ka ba??** me nakita akong blog, syet, di ka ba naman nagsasawa sa mukha mo eh, >.< (taray ni lex ha! xD) ung background image ba naman, nakaplaster ung mukha! buti nalang, inedit sa photoshop, blurred ung mukha, kundi lahat na ng taong pumunta sa blog niya, ay naku! dali daling magclick ng EXIT... akala muumuu ka.. hehe,

palibhasa, photogenic ka, or is it... photoGENEric? haha, nakuu... buti nalang hindi kita kaanu anu (irony.. sarcasm, whattever you people call it.. mwahaha!) grabe, di lang ata vanity yan eh... narcissim na...

is there such a word as narcissistic?

dyos koooooo.... di bagay, pwde sana kung mukhang adonis or aphrodite ang mukha AT katawan mo... syet, isa nga lang ang pwdeng itawag dyn eh...

ANEYLAB

ONT::
rant rant rant... umayos ka blog!!!! >.<

note::
i humbly apologize for my inconsiderate and shitty attitude... napagtripan ko pa ang aking kadugo( at least, what is left with it.... 1/1000 na kadugo, pwde ba un?) hahay, pish tau-- oops, peace pala!! haha! xD
hindi ka pala taong tubig, paumanhin

p.p.s
ang BAD ko talaga..
i;m freakin' EVIL
evil i tell you, EVIL!!!
mwahaha!!!

okay, now is time for alex to go inside asylum and sing...
"i am special,
i am special"
while rocking back and forth...
argh!! nakakafrustrate!! sira ba blogger or what?!?! bat ganun?? from bad it became worse... >.< darn it!!

RANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANT

friggin layout!! dammit!! x/ ARGH!!!!!

die!!! die!!! die!!!!!
haay.. aus na rin toh... tinatamad na ko baguhin ehh >.< alex=tamad haha!!
gusto ko na tuloy gumawa ng sarili kong layout... haha! ahh, magagawa ko yan balang araw, inaalex lang tlga ako ngaun.. nyaha!
haay, grbeh... WALA parin tlgang datong... funyetz... >.<

5.22.2005

i can't rant... i'm too happy to rant! too happy to even think of anything else! too happy to think of pain!!!

take me to your heart is playing... huwaw... kahit it's from my parent's room i can still hear it... xD