4.14.2005

i'm sooooo numb...
immobile
unfeeling of the love
that you tried to make me feel...

4.07.2005

promises are made to be broken naman eh, dibah?
ikaw bah, sigurado ka ba?

escaflowne!!woohoo!!

Promises Not Necessary

Say, when they're in love,
does everyone get this lonely?
Say, do they embrace the pain
that's even deeper than the darkness?

It's all been so that we
can shine,
I just know it!

I... I love you.
I'm gazing at you with my heart.
I... I believe in you.
even on the coldest night.

Say, even if they're in love,
could the end someday come for them, too?
Say, could a feeling that's even
clearer than the blue sky end up being abandoned?

The season-changing winds
Running along the streets
Forever

I... I love you.
I'm gazing at you with my heart.
I... I believe in you.
even on the coldest night.

Even if I lost tomorrow,
and even if I lost you, too,
I want to shine,
smiling as best as I can.

I call out to you now with my tears.
I don't need promises or such things,
because of the precious
strength that you've given me.

I call out to you now with my eyes.
I don't need promises or such things.
I reach out to you now with my eyes,
even on the coldest night

4.04.2005

TULOOOOGGGG!!!!!!
ngaun ko lang nalaman, ang sarap saarap pala matulog.. haha, inaantok pa kooooo!!!! panu ba naman, pinatulog ako ng mga 8pm, para magising ng mga 12... haha! para libre internet! xD tae, makakatulog ata ako ditoooo!!!! *cry*

4.03.2005

di na kita hihintayin, wala kang kwenta! nagkamali ako sa paghihintay sau!!!
napansin ko, lagi akong ganito pag mga ganitong oras na... haha! tae... oh welll... 2.24 na, hindi po 10.23!
isarinakongbangagatsiraulodahilwalakanasabuhayko...dikoalamanunanangyayarisakin!paranggumugulongangmindoko...
at isa rin akong gago at isang malaking joke... at isa rin an\kong walang kwenta... at isa rin akong istupida...
wala kang kwenta! lahat na ginawa ko para lang mapasaya ka! lahat ng gago ginawa ko para lang sayo... lahat kinaya ko para lang sayo!!! tapos etoh, etoh ang kapalit??!!!!! hindi ko na sana sinayang ang oras ko sa isang katulad mo, di ko na sana sinayang ang buhay ko para sayo... isa kang gago, tanga, lahat lahat na! ako rin isang gago para isipin pang magiging masay tayo... isa akong gago.

4.01.2005

saya, saya saya!!!!!
wahuy, di ko alam ganito pala sa ganda buhay pag wala ka...
dapat dati ko pa toh ginawa!
di ko rin akalain na ganito kadali! xD
astig ka talaga, alex... xD ika'y isang totoong BATO.
i absolutely like UNloving you.. i nevr thought it'll be this much fun, much more fun than LOVING you...